A glimpse into what it is like to be in our family just this moment.
selfie cred: Miss Baylee |
from the book: You'd Be Home Now by Kathleen Glasgow |
Intentional Outdoor Hours: 2+ hours (of 1000)
We had a puppy playdate on Sunday with a coworker/friend's Golden Retriever and our Osa. They are headed out on vacation in a few weeks and we are going to babysit their pup (also an energetic 1 year old) - so we all hung out in the yard while the two dogs ran around and played together to get introduced. The playdate went great and it only dawned us right then that they are an unneutered male and unspayed female...LOL. We are going to roll the dice though because Osa is not in heat and also because we are dumb. fingers crossed that we do NOT get puppies.
Reading You'd Be Home Now by Kathleen Glasgow (a borrow from my student Emma). I am really loving the teen perspective of a family effected by addiction. Very insightful and I'm grateful to be reading it.
Getting stuck in a snowy ditch while dropping Grey off at pitching practice. Hah! I got stuck in a tread on the road and immediately start to feel the pull towards the ditch and was literally calling out, "oh, no, no, no, no!" as I slid right down into it. Hahha. I couldn't work my way out of it, so back into pitching practice I went and requested for Grey and a few of the fellas to come push me. First they tried to push my out in reverse and then we tried again with them pushing from the back and after the second try - the car was free. The boys were all whooping and hollering, "Let's go!" My heroes for the night!
Blasting the song Worth It by Fifth Harmony on Sunday night while having a full blown family dance party in the living room because I was brave and stood proudly in the value I think I bring....and it paid off big time. So proud of myself even though I literally cried four times that day and had to get two hype up talks from Brandon and another one from my sister Uch before getting the guts (LOL).
Getting the official call on Tuesday night after the board meeting that I was hired at my new school! I am so excited and inspired to try something new (still Spanish but across new grade levels [grades3-10]) and to have an opportunity to collaborate with a department! My new school has one other Spanish teacher and 2 French teachers! It's a bigger school, only an extra 15ish minute farther drive, and a significant bump in salary which will ease most of my grocery bill shopping anxiety (hah!) No, but seriously- we have been talking so much about time slipping by as Grey and Gem are speedily moving through the upper ages. If we are going to take a real family vacation - now is the time. If we are going to do some remodeling to the house to make it suit our big family better - now is the time. And this change will help make those things happen from a financial sense. I am so excited and also so sad. Thinking about leaving my kids (students) is breaking my heart. Thinking about making a big change (schedule, curriculum, meeting new people, resettling in, emptying my current classroom) is very overwhelming. But life is about growing, and spreading wings, and taking leaps...so here I go!
Finishing our family puzzle! We did it! Violet worked on it the most and she was thoughtful enough to leave about 12 pieces at the very end to let each person in the family get a chance to put at least 1 or 2 pieces in it (sweetest - I told her I was so proud of her thoughtfulness).
Really over winter. LOL (it's January, Tabitha. You are such a crybaby). Okay, maybe it's that I'm really over the darkness. I need sunlight and longer days. The kids need to be outside longer, I need vitamin D, my morning routine needs more daylight. Ugh - seasonal frustration just felt like it was at an all-time peak this week.
(I know, I know,) I know that someday I will miss it, but this week I was literally cringing every time my (bottomless pit stomach) children said to me, "Mum, what's for dinner?" The amount of space that "food" takes up in my mind (ie. inventory of what we have stocked, meal planning, stressing about the equation of nutritional-value + cost + quantity + children-approved-meals, shopping, unpacking from grocery bags, making, and cleaning up) is honestly about 85% of brain power at this moment of my motherhood. IT IS UNREAL.
Keeping some kids home from school this week. Stomach bug, fatigue, fever dreams - ya know normal mid-winter type of stuff. Rust missed a day, and Gem missed two days (her first two all year!) And then by Saturday night, I started to feel a little funny and lo and behold, yep - stomach bug. Ughhh.
Teaching bullfighting and watching Ferdinand in Spanish 1. Spanish 2 read chapters 1-4 in our novel Ekeko and Spanish 3 and 4 started their Preterito-s cereal box projects (a fan favorite!) From Wednesday on, it's been a lot of emotional heavy lifting at school since I announced that I got the job offer at my new school. I went home each night completely drained from carrying big feelings of kids that are sad to see me go - which obviously feels validating but also so sad too. I love these kids - all my kids!! - so this next part through the transition is going to be tough. We are working on figuring out my timeframe and I definitely want to get through the prom fundraiser before I go so I don't leave anyone hanging...that's early February - so I'm hoping for a mid/late February ending date (gulp).
Sporting Vi had a Sparks soccer practice and Gemma had 1 basketball practice, 2 basketball games, and kept the book twice for the JrHigh girls basketball team. Grey had 1 baseball practice, 2 basketball practices, 2 basketball games, and a basketball tournament this week. Brandon had a Franklin basketball game and we lifted only once this week. Oh! and I registered four of our kids (Gem, Vi, Rust, and Red) for AYSO soccer and signed up to be a coach for 4U.
Making chicken & cheese quesadillas, beef/broccoli over rice, creamy Italian chicken over pasta, Lemon Herb Pork Tenderloin with roasted veggies, chicken & gravy over mashed potatoes, and baked ravioli. Liv helped me make a batch of peanut butter powerballs and they didn't last 4 hours before the kids ate nearly all of them and then Bullet ate the rest when Olive left the container of them on the floor (good grief?!)
CONGRATULATIONS, Tab! So excited for you and your new endeavor!!
ReplyDeleteLove those strong boys to saving the day!!!
ReplyDeleteAlso, this? "I was brave and stood proudly in the value I think I bring....and it paid off big time. So proud of myself even though I literally cried four times that day and had to get two hype up talks from Brandon and another one from my sister Uch before getting the guts (LOL)." Girlfriend. I identify with this so much. Being brave for me is usually accompanied by tears. Hah- go figure!
I know this change will feel overwhelming at times, but just remember baby steps. Pack ONE box. Send ONE email. One by one you'll get things done. And it sounds like it's going to be so great!!!
Lastly, Mama's should NEVER get the stomach flu. It's just the worst!!!