Thank you May

Friday, June 7, 2019


 Thank you May for...

  • another annual much-needed week without screens to unplug and remember what life and living is all about for our whole family
  • the opportunity to host our first screen free week kid party at our house that led to a hilarious soap slip 'n slide and lots of tired and squeaky clean children. 
  • the joy to chaperone both of the big kids' field trips and spend a whole day with them and their classmates out of the school exploring at the zoo and Camp Sequanota.
  • perfect weather for the Rec the Alleghenies Expo that my baby sis works so hard to organize and is so good for our community. 
  • a mother's day with lots of love from my own kiddos and hugs for my momma
  • a trip to Hershey park with the thrill of riding rollercoasters and the Hershey Drop
  • a surprise birthday party for that same baby sis who turned 30 this year and a touching video that hopefully reminded her of how amazing and inspiring she is
  • a little sis (kayla) and Kevin who put together the surprise party that was so perfectly Uch. thank you for planning and directing and organizing - you two are hilarious and the best!
  • amazing and thoughtful preschool teachers who love our babies during the school day and put on an adorable promotion/graduation program where we got to see Violet say the pledge and dance and sing her heart out.
  • a birthday for our Gigi who had a tough year but worked through it like a champion. We all had tears in our eyes while singing Happy Birthday 
  • watching my students shine after months of hard work on the stage at their musical
  • another prom with my favorite date
  • hugging the class of 2019 at graduation and sending all my good thoughts, hopes, and wishes with them; feeling so grateful I got to know and care about them before they go off into the world and do great things
  • perfect weather to update our landscaping and our kids who found the patience and energy to help us all day ripping out overgrown bushes and putting down new mulch, there were some tears and complaints - but they helped the whole day and had the dirt and mulch stained hands to prove it
  • our first official outdoor meal on the patio; it feels like the real start of summer!
  • another last day of school where my students gave hugs, and some thoughtful and sweet gifts, and one incredible piece of artwork accompanied with notes that make every hard teacher day worth it a million times. we all need the summer to recharge and grow and mature - but I am already excited to see my kids again in the fall
  • lots of baseball and soccer that make our kids proud, and tired, and motivated

Rustin James, three years old

Thursday, June 6, 2019

my sweetest Mr. Handsome,
Our babiest babe is three.
How in the world does time work?
You bring so much light into our family.
We all laugh and smile as your eyes light up with joy and amazement at all the things we are already taking for granted - even your siblings get to see the world anew, and for that my baby - I am infinitely grateful that you can give that to them.


You are fully in the Question words stage "Who? What? Where? When? Why, why, why?" It is endless questions from you and an "I don't know, buddy" will not suffice as an answer; you'll just come up with a new similar one. We are so happy you are getting all your thoughts in after so long of not hearing what you had to say. You completed 10 months of speech therapy with Ms. Kristin and you have come such a long way. You still drop a lot of your ending sounds and can't say some other sounds (most blends, and /s/, /v/, /g/, /z/) but you are getting your point across and now will not.shut.up. (no complaints, but sheesh dude) You have a distinct "RustyLanguage" that we are all becoming incredibly fluent in.

You are persistent and know what you want; it can be exhausting for this momma of yours. That baby of the family in you has already taught you that if you keep on asking on down the line, someone is going to give in - sometimes just to get you to please for the love all that is holy, man, stop repeating yourself!? 

You are also very sensitive and can tell right away when someone is upset or sad. If we are play fighting and you fake stab me (ha #boymom) and I pretend to cry, you give me a hug right away to revive me back to full health (just to stab me again, but still). You are sensitive too when you think someone is upset with you. You don't do your 'fainting goat' move as much now but you often cross your arms in front of you, stick out your bottom lip, and hang your head. 
You have the sweetest little laugh when something surprises you - it makes everyone near you laugh too. I hope with all hopes that you never lose that. 

You are such a stinkin' trooper man. You get carted to all the places for every other person in our families activities and events. You make friends and find stuff to do and cheer on the teams and are your brother and sisters' teams' honorary little dude. It's hilarious and endearing to watch how all your siblings friends see you and shout, "Rustman!" I love you so much and am so grateful Rustman that you just come with us and deal - even if it's just for the concession stand food and Silverbell Ice Cream - seriously, Rust, I love you for that. 


You have your siblings totally figured out and know exactly who you want in any situation. Grey is the coolest dude you ever met and you try to copy everything he does. You love that you get to wear Grey's hand-me-down clothes ("Dis Grey's but now mine") and you take his advice on how to hold a bat or play a game better than you listen to me or dad. Grey got in big trouble the other day and after I got down yelling at him and sent him to his room, you bawled your eyes out and then went up to your bed too so Grey didn't have to be alone. 

Gemma is such a sucker for you. Oh.my.gosh - that poor girl. She babies you more than me! She carries you around if you ask her to pick you up, she helps you get ready, she rubs your back, she sneaks candy and snacks for you. It's honestly ridiculous how wrapped around your finger she is. She loves you fiercely and protectively. Let no person ever cross her Rusty, because there will be a severe price to pay. You two are very much alike too; our sweet skips. You both wake up almost at the same time - it's kind of weird. Some days it you two sleeping in late, others days you two are the first two up naturally. And you two are both our snuggle masters. 

And Violet is your bestie. The games you two weirdos play together make me laugh so much; two little cannonballs bouncing around the house and yard together. When you play house together you are the Dad and she's the Sister and she sasses you and says she's going to school/work and then you yell at her and put her in pretend timeout. You call her Wiley and she can translate your Rusty Language to anyone if needed. You repeat her so often (especially in the car; if she asks me something and I answer her - you ask me the same exact question and want the same answer immediately after her). She never gets annoyed or upset about that repeating thing; it's almost like she understands that you need the practice and she's happy to give you phrase to try out. You two are going to be an awesome little team. 


Your hair, dude. it is a part of you and your personality and that's just the way it goes. People can barely keep themselves from touching it constantly and you give them your signature stink eye sometimes saying, "I don't like you" but because it's in RustyLanguage, they don't understand (thank goodness #mortifiedmomma) I have seen old ladies literally stop mid conversation to comment to each other about your hair and everyone asks if we've cut it yet (or warns me never to cut it). It is a conversation starter everywhere we go. 

You love the movies Jurassic World, Peter Rabbit, and Monster Trucks (Santa brought you your own 'creech'!) You love looking at picture books and having them read to you. If I sit down and pick up a book, you come and dead weight plop right down on my lap. Your favorite toys are play weapons like guns, swords, and anything that even remotely resembles a gun or sword (pool noodles, bubble wands, sticks, serving utensils). You love play fighting and play dying dramatically (hah!) 

You are a little picky with eating; you'd prefer to eat chicken nuggets or pizza more than anything else. You love 'chippies' (potato chips) and 'chowkit' (chocolate in any form). You call a sipper cup a 'bubba' and when you need to relax you ask for it. You dip everything in ketchup, including your pizza and noodles. 


My Rusty James, 
You bring so much joy and love with your sensitive and caring heart
You bring so much silly and wild with your adventurous and brave soul
how did we get so lucky to be your family, my darling?
I will be loving you forever and ever
even when you get way bigger than me 
my Mr. Handsome baby boy
your momma

Year 2 Teaching Reflections

Wednesday, June 5, 2019

Another year in the books; my second year at my current school and in my teaching career my fourth (or my seventh if you count Sunday school teaching, hehe). It was a pretty good year; obviously a little easier than year 1 back into the game, but still a lot to learn from and grow and improve.  This is a pretty long post, so if you're a total teacher nerd (like me!) read on. Otherwise, scroll through the pics and check out what I'm thinking about already for next year at the bottom.

Year 2 Teaching Reflections --

First and best thing this year was my new space; I got a new room that is much bigger and included tables left over from it's former life as a computer lab. There was so much room for movement, dancing, and lots of wall space for signs, artwork, and student work. I spend at least eight hours of my day in that room, I want it to be a place that feels inspiring and beautiful so it gets decked out with Mexican Papel Picado banners, and country flags, paintings from the Dominican Republic that we've picked up from our travels, fake flower arrangements, and lightbulb strings. I try to make it a space that kids want to be in; that inspires them to be creative and feel safe. Do some my fellow teachers make fun of me for my enthusiasm of brightness and loudness and general wackiness?  Of course! Do I care? heck no! It's normal for the foreign language teacher to be a bit of a nut, right? It's definitely the case at our school - she cray.




There was a lot of great things that happened this year. I had two incredible teacher assistants (hi Ana and Lysh!) that were helpful, patient, and sweet. I taught all periods this year except period2 (prep) and period9 (lunch) but there there kids in my room almost every single part of the day - studying, needing a space to regroup, catch up on work, or just to chat. I taught 2 sections of Spanish 1, 2 sections of Spanish 1 Honors, and one section each of Spanish 2, Spanish 2 Honors, and Spanish 3 Honors. My biggest class was 25 (too many) and my smallest class was of 13 (ideal). We do música miércoles on Wednesday (watch a Spanish music video) and Baile Viernes on Friday (Just Dance videos to start class) and the kids love both of them - reminding me immediately if I forget that day. 

We read lots of Spanish books this year and it was incredible to see how the students can go from disbelief in themselves and their language learning to telling me how easy a dictation quiz after reading a few chapters is because they understand what I'm saying in Spanish. There were a lot of great new learning tools we incorporated into our novel reads this year too including - predictions (bunches of hunches), Gimkit & Quizlet Live reviews, Pear Deck for chapter comprehension, and Reader's Theater with props! We built forts, read while playing the Floor is Lava, completed Walk-Around quizzes, cut & paste in chronological order, and summary 'snowball' fights with crumpled paper. 





We participated in Wooly Week and it was hilariously fun and meaningful. Kids were invested and totally locked into the activities. We celebrated with door decorating, a food day, voting on our favorite Wooly song, playing Ojo Sabio until our eyes crossed, and so much Una Cancion Original. By the end of the year, my kids were still randomly singing Wooly songs; especially Ganga Girls and Feo. How incredibly lucky I feel to be a Spanish teacher with so many amazing resources out there to get my kids excited to learn and really comprehending another language!!



We made awesome strides in language learning through comprehensible units too with Martina Bex's Somos Units. I started out with intentions to just use the Somos Units with my Honors classes and take more of a traditional route with my general Spanish classes. But halfway through the year, after seeing the kinds of confidence and progress that my students using comprehensible input were making - I switched everyone over and will never look back. We wrote our own class stories using specific target structures for each unit, learned about interesting cultural topics, listened to music for missing lyrics, and gave mini presentations in Spanish. We also studied the Super 7 Verbs in various tenses thanks to Allison Weinhold;s Mis Clases Locas units. Where we held personal interviews and listened to music for specific verbs.



And we tried to have fun too. Because if there's one big benefit of being a Spanish teacher it is reminding the kids that life does not have to be so serious. Learning language is about messing up, and communicating in any way possible - through hand gestures, facial expressions, putting funny phrases together just to get your point across. It is silly and messy and so much fun! We don't come to Spanish class to sit in a desk and memorize vocab or conjugate verbs until our ears bleed. We USE the language and TRY it even if it makes us look a little dumb, and listen to it, and act it out, and make language jokes that only the kids who can figure it out laugh hysterically because they actually get it. It's goofy and maybe the only part of their high school day that they get to move and dance and sing and be a weirdo. 

So we play spoons the Spanish verb kind, and we practice Spanish hand clapping games like Chocolate, and we dance the merengue, and go outside during Screen Free Week, and we do Running dictation in the gym or auditorium, and we color while we listen to Spanish podcasts, and we review with Write, Draw, Pass games, and learn numbers with card games, and we have food days (!).




We did some non-Spanish reading this year too. I started the #whatseñorastuderisreading hashtag on instagram to share my for-fun reads with the kids and most of them were actually borrowed/suggested from one of my students. It has led to meaningful conversations and connections with kids who have read or been thinking about reading the same books. And a dear friend, Shelly, passed along the TATBILB series to share with my classes after I posted about how we all had Peter Kavinsky fever! Those three books were passed around all year long and Noah Centineo has been a key character in many of our Spanish class stories (LOL).



Our Spanish club was a little bigger and better this year too. We had an awesome president (Ana!) who really took the lead on the Elementary school visits which was so helpful to me. Our 'elementary school teachers' visited K-2 classes once a month to teach them a few Spanish words which is meaningful to the little kiddos and my big kids. What an important lesson for my high school kids to see how their influence can make a difference (and how those little kids warm my students' hearts!) 

We participated in the Homecoming parade, painted faces for a school fútbol game, designed and ordered new club shirts, and held two dances this year. 






I was thankful to be part of my school community this year and join in on all the traditional events we celebrate including the Veteran's Day breakfast, PI day pep rally, the Homecoming pep rally (it was haunted themed and I was Pennywise!). I loved attending my students' games, and art shows, and the musical. It's one of my favorite teacher moments when a student recognizes you outside of your classroom at a school event, they have this great expression transformation from confusion, to understanding, to joyful surprise. 

My new neighbors in my wing were friends that helped laugh through the passing periods (even on the toughest days - thanks Chad, Mark, and Malinda!) My school besties, Renee and Nicki, were always willing to listen with an encouraging ear before giving me the pep talk and rally chant out the door to try again. We are a small community, but we are fierce and I feel so grateful to be a part of a place that takes all my dancing, singing, and enthusiasm in stride. 



It would be dishonest to not mention though that it was also a tough year. I am still (always?) working on creating boundaries between my heart and all.the.things. It has been so easy for me to get overwhelmed in everything I can't change for my students and for education as a whole. Many times this year, I looked around and felt like I was just a drop in the bucket; any good I do is swallowed whole in the bigger issues that I can't change by myself. 

There has been a quote that has been rattling around in my heart this year that goes something like, "Some kids come to school to learn, and others come to be loved." It's the truest thing and I could name which of those students each and every one of my kids are. I spend fifty percent of my day being a Spanish teacher and the other half being a Mom. Many of my students really just need someone to look them in the face and listen to anything they have to say. Many of my students need me to be standing outside my door in the morning with a huge smile shouting '¡Buen día, mi amor!" to be that constant in their day. My students need me to say, 'Yes! we are working today?! If you think you get a free day in here, you are crazy, dude." Most often, my students need me to catch their glance and mouth to them, "hey, you okay?" and give them a piece of paper to write down on a note about what's up. 

I love this profession so much. I love working with kids and watching their progression in learning and their progression in life! I can't believe my job is to go to school each day and look across the room at THE LITERAL FUTURE and try to make a positive impact on it. But it can also be taxing on the spirit, to hold my kids' worries and struggles and challenges in my heart. To look at a student who could do anything in the world but who can't see it for themselves. To look at kids today and see how the world has beat them down in all the ways and try to convince them that they can do it even though it's hard. To help them realize that education and hard work is the only way to better - that no matter how many shortcuts the world tries to advertise to you, the only thing that will get you to a successful and proud ending is through yourself and the positive relationships you build with people.


"more books; more liberated"
As hard (and sometimes lonely) this job can be - I am so astounded by the people who find a way to reach out a hand filled with kindness to my little classroom.  I had a bonafide classroom fairy godmother this year (Ashley) who sent me monthly surprises, supplies, and little gifts. My students all know her as our fairy godmother and the gratitude I felt, not only for the gifts, but to feel seen and valued as a teacher helped me dig my feet into the ground another day. Truly, Ashley, your kindness and support has meant so much to me and my kids.


I have hugged and congratulated our class of 2019. I've disassembled my whole room so the maintenance staff can clean and repaint. I carted home three huge bags of 'to organize over the summer' stuff. And already three days into summer vacation, I've texted a fellow teacher about next year's stairwell bulletin board - HAH! Luckily, she's a teacher nerd too - so we're good. 

I am looking forward to finalizing next year's curriculum map, opening a big box of all the class sets of new novels I ordered (!), and daydreaming about my classroom decorations. Until then, it is a lot of yoga, reading, certification research, and re-energizing my soul to get back in there and do it all again.


And because always thinking about growing and getting better, here's some things I'm thinking about this summer to prepare for next school year. What worked and needs a little re-work for you fellow teacher friends? xxoxo

8 things that worked
  1. Gimkit
  2. Leave Me Alone Passes
  3. Novels
  4. classroom resources - word wall, chromebook organization, signage, etc
  5. Just Dance & Baile viernes
  6. year long curriculum map
  7. Wooly Week
  8. Pear Deck (for a novel)

6 things I'd like to re-work
  1. comprehensible input at every level
  2. classroom procedures
  3. deskless/flexible seating
  4. blending units and resources
  5. Notebooks
  6. Spanish Club meetings, study abroad (!), fundraisers